You'll never know how much pain you've put me through. NEVER. I do perfectly fine but once you text me I lose it, I cry, I go crazy inside. I can actually feel my heart tear apart inside of me. You dont understand how I can still be hurting after a week, but what you dont see is that I actually cared about you a whole lot, I actually loved you with everything I have and more. You put the pieces to my heart back together, should've known you were going to rip it all apart when you were finished. I want to lay in bed and not do anything but cry everyday for the rest of my life, but somehow I manage to make it everyday without showing how much pain I'm truely in. You pick a fight with me everytime we speak and then when I tell you how I truely feel you get pissed off because you dont want to hear the truth. You've broken all of your promises that you've made to me. You lied to me. You told me we'd be friends no matter what happened, well guess what! I tried while you ran away. You told me we would start talking when school starts back up but now you tell me it'll be a long while before you speak to me again and to make it worse you brought up an ex while talking to me and I'm pretty sure your getting back with her. So thank you for your lies, thank you for tearing me into two, thank you for letting me get my hopes up. I'm going to make myself happy from now on. And Eventually I will move on from you. And eventually you'll realize what big mistake you've made and realize you want me back. But it will be to late. I'm getting a little bit stronger everyday. I am a strong, beautiful, young lady. I dont need you or anybody else. I can do bad all by myself.
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