How disgusting i am

I have an ex-injury in my nose. It's look like a birthmark. And it make me so so so disgusting. How to losing it? Im hopeless and i dunno what to do to losing this shit ex-injury. I've spreaded the salve but it doesn't work. Huaaaaa how the ex-injury make me soooo crazy. Pfffttt. God please help me to lose my ex-injury, next week i wanna take photos for yearbook in my school. I know its my fault, will u forgive me? But god, i beg to you, please lose my shit ex-injury. I don't want look fugly in yearbook. I hope tomorrow when i wake up my ex-injury have lost. Amen.

Ps: hi everyone if u know how to lose my ex-injury please tell me. Ok. xoxo